Saturday, January 13th, 2007
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11:14 am - Future. Plans. Life. Rebirth.
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i guess i've entered the year 2007 with technological style and grace. i have a new pretty green ipod nano, a blackberry and a working laptop with wireless connection. i've also already arranged plans to get an iphone if it happens.
i'm like a real person now. i have a job, a boyfriend who i reside with and an ipod. it should be unsettling to someone like me but its good.
it feels too normal sometimes.
then i take another look; my boyfriend is nuts. i'm nuts, i live in town where the air is consumed with death and the stinch of pigs about 22 hours out of the day. i ride a bicycle 50 miles a day about 3-4 days a week.
i feel extremely healthy.
kind of tired.
and hungry a lot. like right now, i could eat a whole turkey and dressing with mashed sweet potatos.
i want to be a mother. for so long i didn't. im not sure what changed.
current mood: jubilant current music: "High Times" Jamiroquai
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Friday, December 16th, 2005
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2:05 pm - Life. As it is.
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All I want for Christmas is a PSP....
and weed. and wine. and clothes. and money. and really nice poker chips.
current mood: content current music: Keith talking...
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Friday, July 15th, 2005
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5:47 pm - I wish I was like you...
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Lets see...my life is school, school, inner ear infection, low blood sugar, school. And those few times I went to the Mag bar in between.
I'm taking a leave from school so I can like have a life for a month. It's so exhausting and fun at the same time. I love working so hard for school, but I'm so tired I dont have any friends besides the ones from school, and guess what we do when we hang out? SCHOOL STUFF.
It will be nice to plan my wedding and sleep and goto bars/parties and hang out with my friends. I can go visit Travis and Joel and sleep in!
Ah, well. Off to get meds for my ears. eek...it hurts.
current mood: exhausted current music: The news...
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Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
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7:51 pm
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So like...I'm getting married. Hehe. I picked a dress already. April 8th is the day!
Lets see...what else...
hair school is awesome...I goto the floor in July! People come in for a haircut!! or color! or anything!
current mood: creative current music: npr..
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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
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8:12 pm
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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7:07 pm
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I'm so tired! I only got an hour of sleep last night because I couldnt breathe! I can't wait to get well. I'm always so sickly. It sucks.
I bought really pretty shoes today. That always makes me excited.
I have to leave school early on Saturday because of the UofL game! I'm so excited. I got a UofL final four tshirt today. Sorry Kari, but UofL must kill the stupid Illini.
I took a really cool picture today. It was on the Second Street bridge. The way the sun reflected on the water was perfect! It's such a cool pic!
I made dinner reservations for my 21st bday! Which is also on Derby! hehehe! 21! I'm trying to get my mom to buy my friends and I a bottle of Cristal. We'll see how that goes.
I downloaded the coolest ring for my phone! "My Adidas" by Run DMC. I've really been into old school rap lately.
current mood: tired current music: Silence
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Sunday, March 27th, 2005
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1:45 pm
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You Have A Type A- Personality |
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You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds |
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1:01 pm - Go Cards!
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Ah! UofL is in Final Four!!!! I'm so excited!
So life. Life.
I dropped out of UofL in December (finally) and moved in with my boyfriend. My court stuff is almost over. Yay! I started hair school Feb 15th. It's a lot of fun. We get graded for doing everything I love. It's probably the most awesome experience I've ever had besides orchestra. This week we're doing haircutting. The last two weeks were haircolor. I want to be a colorist. They make the most money and its a lot of fun. It's a little difficult as far as combinations and getting rid of unwanted tones in hair. Blah,blah, blah. I know, I'm totally boring now. I dont even like parties anymore. I just like hanging out with my boyfriend, smoking and studying for school. I had to quit smoking cigarettes because I now have asthma. It sucks, but I dont miss cigs that much anyway.
I do miss Kari, however, maybe she'll reply to this. Sorry about Saturday. I wasn't in P-spect.
I've been dating Zach for 8 months now. I really love him. We're going to get married someday. Some people don't like him, but I don't really care. I know he's an acquired taste. He's my best friend and that's all that matters to me.
It's kind of cool being at my parents house. One reason is because I know I dont live here so what they say to me no longer matters. Another reason is it's nice, warm and cozy. I've missed it a bit.
Hmm...I thought I'd have more to say, but really I don't.
Life is good.
current mood: full current music: My sister talking.
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Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
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11:26 pm - *insert clever headline*
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I love how my little star is smoking a j.
Tomorrow = job hunting.
I was tempted to get a piercing, but I remembered that Travis wants a new one so we'll probably go together.
I've been hanging out at Zach's place a lot. Sorry people! I want to party this weekend though. In ye Old Louisville.
It's weird typing. I havent done it in so long. Ok, a month but it feels longer. I've gone on a lot of random adventures lately. Speaking of random adventures, Emily and I are planning another trip to B-town. Hopefully overnight.
bah.
I'm bored, but at least I'm high.
current mood: high current music: 91.9
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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
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11:43 am - I'm bored.
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Bold what you have done. 01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink 02. Swam with wild dolphins 03. Climbed a mountain 04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive 05. Been inside the Great Pyramid 06. Held a tarantula 07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone 08. Said "I love you" and meant it 09. Hugged a tree 10. Done a striptease 11. Bungee jumped 12. Visited Paris 13. Watched a lightning storm at sea 14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise 15. Seen the Northern Lights 16. Gone to a huge sports game 17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa 18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables 19. Touched an iceberg 20. Slept under the stars 21. Changed a baby's diaper 22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon 23. Watched a meteor shower 24. Gotten drunk on champagne 25. Given more than you could afford to charity 26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope 27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment 28. Had a food fight 29. Bet on a winning horse 30. Taken a sick day when you weren't ill 31. Asked out a stranger 32. Had a snowball fight 33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier 34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can 35. Held a lamb 36. Enacted a favorite fantasy 37. Taken a midnight skinny dip 38. Taken an ice cold bath 39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar 40. Seen a total eclipse 41. Ridden a roller coaster 42. Hit a home run 43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days 44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking45. Adopted an accent for an entire day 46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors 47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment 48. Had two hard drives for your computer 49. Visited all 50 states 50. Loved your job for all accounts 51. Taken care of someone who was shit-faced 52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied 53. Had amazing friends 54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country 55. Watched wild whales 56. Stolen a sign 57. Backpacked in Europe 58. Taken a road trip 59. Rock climbing 60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice 61. Midnight walk on the beach 62. Sky diving 63. Visited Ireland 64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love 65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them 66. Visited Japan 67. Benchpressed your own weight 68. Milked a cow 69. Alphabetized your records 70. Pretended to be a superhero 71. Sung karaoke 72. Lounged around in bed all day 73. Posed nude in front of strangers 74. Scuba diving 75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye 76. Kissed in the rain 77. Played in the mud 78. Played in the rain 79. Gone to a drive-in theater 80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it 81. Visited the Great Wall of China 82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog 83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better 84. Started a business 85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken 86. Toured ancient sites 87. Taken a martial arts class 88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman 89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight 90. Gotten married91. Been in a movie 92. Crashed a party 93. Loved someone you shouldn't have 94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy 95. Gotten divorced 96. Had sex at the office 97. Gone without food for 5 days 98. Made cookies from scratch 99. Won first prize in a costume contest 100. Ridden a gondola in Venice 101. Gotten a tattoo 102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on 103. Rafted the Snake River 104. Been on television news programs as an "expert" 105. Got flowers for no reason 106. Masturbated in a public place 107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything 108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug (weed is not a drug!) 109. Performed on stage 110. Been to Las Vegas 111. Recorded music 112. Eaten shark 113. Had a one-night stand 114. Gone to Thailand 115. Seen Siouxsie live 116. Bought a house 117. Been in a combat zone 118. Buried one/both of your parents 119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off 120. Been on a cruise ship 121. Spoken more than one language fluently 122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone 123. Bounced a check 124. Performed in Rocky Horror 125. Read - and understood - your credit report 126. Raised children 127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy 128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour 129. Created and named your own constellation of stars 130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country 131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did 132a. Called or written your Congress person 132b. Had them write back 133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over 134. ... more than once? 135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge 136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking137. Had an abortion or your female partner did 138. Had plastic surgery wow, that's really weird to think. 139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived 140. Wrote articles for a large publication 141. Lost over 100 pounds 142. Held someone while they were having a flashback 143. Piloted an airplane 144. Petted a stingray 145. Broken someone's heart 146. Helped an animal give birth 147. Been fired or laid off from a job 148. Won money on a TV game show 149. Broken a bone 150. Killed a human being 151. Gone on an African photo safari 152. Ridden a motorcycle 153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph 154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced 155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol 156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild 157. Ridden a horse 158. Had major surgery 159. Had sex on a moving train 160. Had a snake as a pet 161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon 162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing 163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours 164. Visited more foreign countries than US states 165. Visited all 7 continents 166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days 167. Eaten kangaroo meat 168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground 169. Been a sperm or egg donor 170. Eaten sushi 171. Had your picture in the newspaper 172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime 173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about 174. Gotten someone fired 175. Gone BACK to school 176. Parasailed 177. Changed your name 178. Petted a cockroach 179. Eaten fried green tomatoes 180. Read The Iliad and studied it 181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read 182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them 183. ... and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you 184. Taught yourself art from scratch 185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating (just fish) 186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt 187. Skipped all your school reunions 188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language 189. Been elected to public office 190. Written your own computer language 191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream 192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care 193. Built your own PC from parts 194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you 195. Had a booth at a street fair 196. Dyed your hair 197. Been a DJ 198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal 199. Written your own role-playing game 200. Been arrested
current mood: full current music: "Happy Now?" -No Doubt
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11:19 am - I cloud nine when I want to...
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I'm going to start writing a story today. I havent written a story in 2 years. Weird.
I think I forgot how!
This weekend Crystal's coming in town. I plan on getting wine drunk with her and doing something random.
I want to visit Travis sometime soon.
I saw someone I went to high school with who I hate. It's always uncomfortable seeing people who you know suck but they pretend like they dont know. Grr.
Ani's on the radio.
current mood: creative current music: 91.9
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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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8:11 pm
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Keith and I went on adventures today.
After coming home from Zach's I went out to lunch alone. People stared at me like it was so sad to see me eating alone but I enjoy it sometimes. Being alone is important to me. If I cant have fun alone I cant with people, right?
After lunch at Friday's at 4th Street Live I went to Keith's. Well, i went shopping first and tnen to Keith's where we ate at 4th Street Live (again) and now we're going to look for parties. I think tonight or tomorrow I'm going to get drunk.
So that's it.
Happy Birthday, Jody.
current mood: worried current music: Library sounds
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Thursday, September 30th, 2004
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12:07 pm
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So October is soon. One of my favorite months, though November is def. the best.
I've been hanging out with Zach a lot lately. It's been fun times.
Umphrey's October 7th in B-town, who wants to go?
current mood: giddy current music: 90.5
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Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
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8:08 pm
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I'm at the coffeeshop. Waiting for Zach to get off from work.
It's always weird updating for different places. At least for me. I've just been chillin with my boyfriend! Haha...always a weird term for me to use.
So everything is fine.
 Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for your friends, who are in turn there for you. You are content with your confortable life and what you are currently achieving; if you keep in this state you will go far.
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current mood: excited current music: Ech..Coldplay
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Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
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4:36 pm
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So apparently everyone hates my new guy and says he's a liar. I'm not sure what to believe. I wish certain people hadnt ruined my happiness though. Back to the darkness...
current mood: confused current music: silence
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Monday, September 13th, 2004
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8:38 am - Dont tell me this town aint got no heart...
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My stomach seems a lot calmer these days. It usually does its spastic thing at the end of the month. I have a doctor's appt. on Friday. I'm not excited but I want to seeif everything is all right. It feels all right these days.
Wednesday is a show of the band Zach is managing at Woody's. I havent been to Woody's in a while. Should be interesting. I keep forgetting the name of the band but I know it's Nadeem's band. And I've seen them live once. Anyway, I'm excited.
Ah, Class. I dont want to go but this morning I'm not sick. Yay!
current mood: excited current music: "Listen To The Music" -Doobie Bros
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Saturday, September 11th, 2004
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1:09 pm - laaaaa lalala lalala lalala....
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Last night was interesting. It ended well.
I went to the party at Fort Venom instead of Clay's. Good choice. Lots of cute boys, but I ended up really liking one. Yay! He's hot and awesome.
All I can say about the party is...um, wow. I almost got hit by a beer bottle, a huge piece of glass and there were lots of drunk people. LOTS. and I only got like 3 hours of sleep last night. Naptime.
current mood: giddy current music: "Caravan" -Van Morrison
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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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12:53 am - Well, I'm wasted and I cant find my way home...
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I'm so angry at my body right now.
I was chillin with Jody, watching some LAME movie...(it was kind of funny) and then my stomach decided that it was going to be an asshole again so now I'm at my parents house.
grrr.
current mood: angry current music: Blind Faith
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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
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11:15 am - Look on the bright side; suicide.
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Class was blah. My prof is so boring. My music prof hits on me. It's funny. Never should have mentioned Zappa and pot. Now he thinks I'm really cool.
I have another stomach test to get. This time it's through my mouth. It's to check for ulcers. I'm not as scared about this one because there are meds to heal ulcers. The bad thing is I wont be able to smoke pot for a long time if there are ulcers.
I hate my body.
current mood: hungry current music: People's Court
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
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2:53 am - 3 inches too short and 2 inches too big.
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I really want to be a model.
I know a lot of my friends would think thats lame and shallow. However, I think its awesome. Obviously.
Fashion is just so beautiful, well, most of it. And to be able to wear great clothes down a runway would be AWESOME.
That's all. I was just looking up information on how to get represented through Elite model agency in Amsterdam (I'm a pothead, what can I say) but I'm 3 inches too short. That's like everything in my life. I'm always too short, too tall, too fat, too small. Never just right.
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