I'm full of artificial sweetner...

Future. Plans. Life. Rebirth.

2007-01-13T16:45:18Z

i guess i've entered the year 2007 with technological style and grace. i have a new pretty green ipod nano, a blackberry and a working laptop with wireless connection. i've also already arranged plans to get an iphone if it happens.

i'm like a real person now. i have a job, a boyfriend who i reside with and an ipod. it should be unsettling to someone like me but its good.

it feels too normal sometimes.

then i take another look; my boyfriend is nuts. i'm nuts, i live in town where the air is consumed with death and the stinch of pigs about 22 hours out of the day. i ride a bicycle 50 miles a day about 3-4 days a week.

i feel extremely healthy.

kind of tired.

and hungry a lot. like right now, i could eat a whole turkey and dressing with mashed sweet potatos.

i want to be a mother. for so long i didn't. im not sure what changed.

Life. As it is.

2005-12-16T19:13:33Z

All I want for Christmas is a PSP....

and weed. and wine. and clothes. and money. and really nice poker chips.

I wish I was like you...

2005-07-15T21:51:46Z

Lets see...my life is school, school, inner ear infection, low blood sugar, school. And those few times I went to the Mag bar in between.

I'm taking a leave from school so I can like have a life for a month. It's so exhausting and fun at the same time. I love working so hard for school, but I'm so tired I dont have any friends besides the ones from school, and guess what we do when we hang out? SCHOOL STUFF.

It will be nice to plan my wedding and sleep and goto bars/parties and hang out with my friends. I can go visit Travis and Joel and sleep in!

Ah, well. Off to get meds for my ears. eek...it hurts.

ganjaprincess @ 2005-06-14T19:51:00

2005-06-14T23:52:43Z

So like...I'm getting married. Hehe. I picked a dress already. April 8th is the day!

Lets see...what else...

hair school is awesome...I goto the floor in July! People come in for a haircut!! or color! or anything!

ganjaprincess @ 2005-04-02T20:12:00

2005-04-03T01:13:18Z

I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE GAME.

ganjaprincess @ 2005-03-31T19:07:00

2005-04-01T00:16:39Z

I'm so tired! I only got an hour of sleep last night because I couldnt breathe! I can't wait to get well. I'm always so sickly. It sucks.

I bought really pretty shoes today. That always makes me excited.

I have to leave school early on Saturday because of the UofL game! I'm so excited. I got a UofL final four tshirt today. Sorry Kari, but UofL must kill the stupid Illini.

I took a really cool picture today. It was on the Second Street bridge. The way the sun reflected on the water was perfect! It's such a cool pic!

I made dinner reservations for my 21st bday! Which is also on Derby! hehehe! 21! I'm trying to get my mom to buy my friends and I a bottle of Cristal. We'll see how that goes.

I downloaded the coolest ring for my phone! "My Adidas" by Run DMC. I've really been into old school rap lately.

ganjaprincess @ 2005-03-27T13:45:00

2005-03-27T18:46:00Z

You Have A Type A- Personality

A-

You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Go Cards!

2005-03-27T18:36:28Z

Ah! UofL is in Final Four!!!! I'm so excited!

So life. Life.

I dropped out of UofL in December (finally) and moved in with my boyfriend. My court stuff is almost over. Yay! I started hair school Feb 15th. It's a lot of fun. We get graded for doing everything I love. It's probably the most awesome experience I've ever had besides orchestra. This week we're doing haircutting. The last two weeks were haircolor. I want to be a colorist. They make the most money and its a lot of fun. It's a little difficult as far as combinations and getting rid of unwanted tones in hair. Blah,blah, blah. I know, I'm totally boring now. I dont even like parties anymore. I just like hanging out with my boyfriend, smoking and studying for school. I had to quit smoking cigarettes because I now have asthma. It sucks, but I dont miss cigs that much anyway.

I do miss Kari, however, maybe she'll reply to this. Sorry about Saturday. I wasn't in P-spect.

I've been dating Zach for 8 months now. I really love him. We're going to get married someday. Some people don't like him, but I don't really care. I know he's an acquired taste. He's my best friend and that's all that matters to me.

It's kind of cool being at my parents house. One reason is because I know I dont live here so what they say to me no longer matters. Another reason is it's nice, warm and cozy. I've missed it a bit.

Hmm...I thought I'd have more to say, but really I don't.

Life is good.

insert clever headline

2004-11-11T04:30:31Z

I love how my little star is smoking a j.

Tomorrow = job hunting.

I was tempted to get a piercing, but I remembered that Travis wants a new one so we'll probably go together.

I've been hanging out at Zach's place a lot. Sorry people! I want to party this weekend though. In ye Old Louisville.

It's weird typing. I havent done it in so long. Ok, a month but it feels longer. I've gone on a lot of random adventures lately. Speaking of random adventures, Emily and I are planning another trip to B-town. Hopefully overnight.

bah.

I'm bored, but at least I'm high.

I'm bored.

2004-10-12T18:44:29Z

Bold what you have done.
01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said "I love you" and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you could afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you weren't ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit-faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug (weed is not a drug!)
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132a. Called or written your Congress person
132b. Had them write back
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ... more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery wow, that's really weird to think.
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a TV game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than US states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired
175. Gone BACK to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad and studied it
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ... and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating (just fish)
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role-playing game
200. Been arrested

I cloud nine when I want to...

2004-10-12T15:22:54Z

I'm going to start writing a story today. I havent written a story in 2 years. Weird.

I think I forgot how!

This weekend Crystal's coming in town. I plan on getting wine drunk with her and doing something random.

I want to visit Travis sometime soon.

I saw someone I went to high school with who I hate. It's always uncomfortable seeing people who you know suck but they pretend like they dont know. Grr.

Ani's on the radio.

ganjaprincess @ 2004-10-07T20:11:00

2004-10-08T00:11:09Z

Keith and I went on adventures today.

After coming home from Zach's I went out to lunch alone. People stared at me like it was so sad to see me eating alone but I enjoy it sometimes. Being alone is important to me. If I cant have fun alone I cant with people, right?

After lunch at Friday's at 4th Street Live I went to Keith's. Well, i went shopping first and tnen to Keith's where we ate at 4th Street Live (again) and now we're going to look for parties. I think tonight or tomorrow I'm going to get drunk.

So that's it.

Happy Birthday, Jody.

ganjaprincess @ 2004-09-30T12:07:00

2004-09-30T16:09:49Z

So October is soon. One of my favorite months, though November is def. the best.

I've been hanging out with Zach a lot lately. It's been fun times.

Umphrey's October 7th in B-town, who wants to go?

ganjaprincess @ 2004-09-23T20:08:00

2004-09-24T00:10:39Z

I'm at the coffeeshop. Waiting for Zach to get off from work.

It's always weird updating for different places. At least for me. I've just been chillin with my boyfriend! Haha...always a weird term for me to use.

So everything is fine.

Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for
your friends, who are in turn there for you.
You are content with your confortable life and
what you are currently achieving; if you keep
in this state you will go far.

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ganjaprincess @ 2004-09-14T16:36:00

2004-09-14T20:37:27Z

So apparently everyone hates my new guy and says he's a liar. I'm not sure what to believe. I wish certain people hadnt ruined my happiness though. Back to the darkness...

Dont tell me this town aint got no heart...

2004-09-13T12:45:55Z

My stomach seems a lot calmer these days. It usually does its spastic thing at the end of the month. I have a doctor's appt. on Friday. I'm not excited but I want to seeif everything is all right. It feels all right these days.

Wednesday is a show of the band Zach is managing at Woody's. I havent been to Woody's in a while. Should be interesting. I keep forgetting the name of the band but I know it's Nadeem's band. And I've seen them live once. Anyway, I'm excited.

Ah, Class. I dont want to go but this morning I'm not sick. Yay!

laaaaa lalala lalala lalala....

2004-09-11T17:11:05Z

Last night was interesting. It ended well.

I went to the party at Fort Venom instead of Clay's. Good choice. Lots of cute boys, but I ended up really liking one. Yay! He's hot and awesome.

All I can say about the party is...um, wow. I almost got hit by a beer bottle, a huge piece of glass and there were lots of drunk people. LOTS. and I only got like 3 hours of sleep last night. Naptime.

Well, I'm wasted and I cant find my way home...

2004-09-09T04:56:58Z

I'm so angry at my body right now.

I was chillin with Jody, watching some LAME movie...(it was kind of funny) and then my stomach decided that it was going to be an asshole again so now I'm at my parents house.

grrr.

Look on the bright side; suicide.

2004-09-08T15:17:00Z

Class was blah. My prof is so boring.

My music prof hits on me. It's funny. Never should have mentioned Zappa and pot. Now he thinks I'm really cool.

I have another stomach test to get. This time it's through my mouth. It's to check for ulcers. I'm not as scared about this one because there are meds to heal ulcers. The bad thing is I wont be able to smoke pot for a long time if there are ulcers.

I hate my body.

3 inches too short and 2 inches too big.

2004-09-07T06:57:50Z

I really want to be a model.

I know a lot of my friends would think thats lame and shallow. However, I think its awesome. Obviously.

Fashion is just so beautiful, well, most of it. And to be able to wear great clothes down a runway would be AWESOME.

That's all. I was just looking up information on how to get represented through Elite model agency in Amsterdam (I'm a pothead, what can I say) but I'm 3 inches too short. That's like everything in my life. I'm always too short, too tall, too fat, too small. Never just right.

The love you should be giving me is the love you rarely show..

2004-09-07T06:25:56Z

I feel better but I know I'll have this problem again next month so I'm trying not to get too comfortable feeling good.

I'm going home tomorrow. I'm excited. Blah...my first class is Anthro.

Apparently I missed a big party with lots of cute boys. Oh well.

Sleep.

I'm going through a black capricorn day.

2004-09-06T03:26:54Z

Does absence make the heart grow fonder or does it make the heart grow somewhere else?

In my case, it's only made me more anxious to get back to Old Louisville. I feel much better. A little bit more like myself.

With my new diet I already feel more energized. I quit smoking. I was going to this year anyway, my stomach decided to push me faster. Thanks buddy.

So now I'm going to start training for a marathon next fall! I'm so excited.

Next weekend I'm going to get a tattoo while visiting Crystal. Or a new piercing. I cant decide which. Any suggestions, leave me one.

I know I want a black band tattoed around my forearm.

Ah well, off to watch tv.

Twenty, twenty, twenty four hours to go...I wanna be sedated..

2004-09-04T20:42:32Z

It's not cancer! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I stayed at the hospital overnight. They gave me laxatives all night to clean out my stomach for the colonoscopy. It made me puke all night and then they gave me pain meds. Which made me feel like I was tripping. I kept passing out while puking though, so my mom called my dad to come back to the hospital and the nurse and my mom watched me all night so I wouldnt choke on my puke. Luckily, I dont remember a lot of it. My mom told me most of this. The pain meds were awesome. Except for the whole puking while passed out thing.

After I came out of surgery they gave me meds that alter your short term memory so you cant remember the procedure. Its so funny, i felt like such a stoner. Because I kept asking my mom the same questions over and over again because I forgot I already asked.

But now I'm home. Finally. My stomach finally feels empty! My parents and doctors are making me goto a nutrientist on Tuesday. So I guess I'll be back in ol' louisville on Wednesday or Thursday.

My belly is so dumb.

2004-09-02T16:25:41Z

Ew. All I can eat is Jello.

I lost 10 more pounds from not eating. Oh well, it counts. So now I only have 10 more pounds til goal. 10 more pounds until I've lost 100 pounds. Kind of exciting.

I have to go shopping again. My jeans dont really fit.

I'm also going music shopping. I havent done that for a while.

My meds make me feel stoned. hehehe...

ganjaprincess @ 2004-09-01T20:25:00

2004-09-02T00:34:23Z

So apparently my body hates me. Or at least thats what the doctor says.

"Your immune system is for some reason fighting against your intestines."

Or in simpler words, my body is going through a stress breakdown.

Well, just to make sure and get the right meds I have to get a colonoscopy on Friday which sucks. Other than that they say my insides look fine but are inflamed. Blah. And I'm on medicine that makes me have blurred vision. Fun times.